END OF THE ROAD

It seems I am headed to an exit. After toiling for more than a decade i feel it is time for me to take a rest.

The humdrum of life is haunting me. I feel that boredom is well exceeding over my enthusiasm to work for more. I just feel that i need a break or lay myself out.

Eat work and sleep, that's all the routine i am doing for the past few years. That's why i feel i am not growing anymore. Work then go home; wait for the bus everyday to get home sometimes make me sick already seeing the same place and the same people around. I need to go out.

There's this inside of me that want to fulfill something. Everyday i am stunned by the heavy gravity pulling towards that something.

At times i am confused if need freedom or just want to take a breather. I could not see a clear picture of what i want to be. I am helpless and hopeless sometimes.

I want peace but how? This mind of mine is full of ideas. I think i am already fool of having full of many things. It's so heavy that at times i just breakdown.

I don't want more of what i have now. I just want to unleash this heavy burden in my head and in my heart. I don't know why some people could not understand that i only want the simplest things.

It's so hard to live everyday like this. I feel like i am an atlas carrying the weight of the world. I am tired already you know...

Oops..that's not me, he he. Just an exercise of the opposite of me. Yahooo! Life is beautiful and we should live up no matter what the burden we are carrying.

Life is so short so why waste? Laugh and live, we have the freedom to do so, they're not for sale.

Of course everyone has his own end of the road. Whether in your job or in your relationship with someone something must come to end for reason that we sometimes don't know. Or sometimes we refused to know the reason. We sometimes divert the issue tsk! tsk!

But all forms of human endeavors are meant to have an ending. There are only two possibilities, a sad or a happy ending. I choose the latter.