R U N A W A Y

Life is a rollercoaster. It's unpredictable. Sometimes you're up and sometimes' you're down. Depression comes along as soon as happiness withers away. You can never tell how much joy could guarantee you a prosperous living.

It's sad when you are out. Really sad. Out from what the people think about the way you handle your life. You probably thought it's ok to live in misery. Or you reasoned out you are "infected" by the other's web of misery that's why you cant get out from the malady of misfortunes. And it's really not ok when people close to you start to worry about your misery...

Ok fine. You thought it was fine that what you've done to yourself was OK. Whatever the cost, whatever the risks, you still followed your heart. And you insisted the kind of helluva life from the moment you discovered that something was wrong. You were heedless of other's concern. You thought running away was simply the answer to all your agonies. And a gram was not a solution, it just added to your many turmoils.

One more gram was sniffed. And another. And then many others. You were aware it's hard to come out from the web of bad drugs and bad influences. You knew you locked yourself. There's no way that the chain could be broken up.

This time there's no one to turn to. Everyone hates not you but what you were doing. If you find your family still cares about YOU then you are lucky but if no one's there to give you the placid life you need, there's still Hope. Find yourself and keep running not away from life but towards the challenging life. Give your full heart in it.